Dear Jess,
Mom and Dad don’t like my new friend. His name is Cody and he’s adorable. He’s got a little bit of a wild side so sometimes he breaks things, but it’s never intentional. I think mom and dad don’t like him cause he isn’t clean shaven, but that shouldn’t be a big deal to them if hes my friend right? They keep trying to chase him away cause he’s different. They need to stop cause it really does scare him sometimes. I haven’t met his family and he always seems hungry, so i’m kinda worried about his home life. Maybe that’s why he gets so jumpy sometimes. I think he has his guard up, but i’m working on getting him to trust me more and more everyday. What do I do about mom and dad though? I just need them to understand that they can’t keep chasing away my friends, no matter how different they are. We’re all Gods creations, so why should it matter that hes a black bear and i’m not? *sigh*
Help me out sis. I really gotta think of a way for mom and dad to understand this friendship.
xoxoxo can’t wait to see you when you’re not too busy,
Jen

Finally skyped with Shayne tonight! Gahh i missed that asshat so fucking much! Talked about everything from women, life, and the areas in which some people would like metatarsals to be placed…good talk i’d say! Also, dying to meet Kitty Litter, Shayne! make it happen!

Gonna make up a new pot of coffee and read for a bit till leash gets here. Long overdue slumby tonight, chyeaaa

If I were a light bulb, i’d crack under the pressure. I would feel inadequate. People would call on me to give them light, but I would remember how bright the sun could be. I could burn my brightest, but I would always be second best.

I was never any good with a rod and reel
Fishing just wasn’t for me
So you can keep your lines of hooking others
All your talk of plucking another from the depths of the water
I don’t want any fish from your sea

You steal my words without even trying. You walk right in with that grin you wear so well, and every thought i had before disappears in an instant. You take the words before they even reach my lips. I’ve never been one to promote thievery, but i swear i’d gladly open the door and hand them to you if i could.

one time my little brother asked me what  the “atm” meant on an atm machine and i told him it stood for “At the moment money” but that the second m was silent and that basically sums up my contribution to this family

all i have been saying lately is “why work when you can twerk?” and thats basically where i am in life right now

You were always like the winter

Full of spirit and passion

Just waiting to make your appearance

You sent goosebumps up my spine

You held my hand that first night

You kisssed me like a snowflake

I never liked the cold and ice

But you had me building snowmen

Sculpting castles in your name

I was entranced by the way you moved

The looks you gave, the words you spoke

You turned my tea to ice and told me

To cling to you like the ice did to the cup

But your passion began to wither

Your kisses turned to rain

And i was left there throwing snow into the freezer

Begging you to stay just a moment longer

Pleading for you to hold onto me like the tea

Praying spring would wait just 6 more weeks

Screaming for the sun to cast a shadow on that damn groundhog

Just a little more time, i couldn’t bear to let you melt away just yet

But you melted more and more

The castle walls fell, the snowmen died of heatstrokes

And your hand collapsed in mine, falling between the cracks of my fingers

And I was left wondering why the seasons have to change

I used to pride myself on my way with words, but then you came and left me speechless. Tell me how am i supposed to speak now when my mouth can’t remember how to form syllables, let alone sentences. I had my own thoughts once, but it seems you’ve made a home within my mind and now all i can think about is you. I know my mind doesn’t seem like much, but it’s all i really have. It’s the one thing that i cherish; the one thing that man and time can’t touch. Simple, possibly. A little worn and torn around the edges, sure. But it’s all i’ve got. I hope it keeps you warm.